Paranoia

Lagi gendong bayi. Gw ajak main di depan cermin. Awalnya dia senyum-senyum, tapi abis itu dia gumoh.

Apakah dia nggak suka ngeliat wajahnya sendiri ya?
Apakah dia punya masalah dengan kepercayaan diri?
Apakah tadi itu bukan gumoh, melainkan bulimia karena nggak percaya diri?
Kenapa sih dia nggak percaya diri?
Mentang-mentang dia perempuan, masa dikit-dikit nggak pede dengan tubuhnya sendiri?
Apakah selama ini gw sbg ibu memberikan gambaran yang salah tentang sosok perempuan yang oke?
Tapi kan selama ini dia mainnya ama boneka beruang terus??
Apakah dia pengen mukanya kayak beruang??

(Ini baru soal gumoh. Gimana kalau nanti nih anak udah gede terus suka pulang malam ya? Semoga otak gw kuat nahan khawatir. Amien)

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Krilianeh

A weirdo who managed the society to accept her for what she is.
A sushi freak.
Love to blog and tweet n’import quoi.
Often found as a girl who reads down in the middle of the crowd.
Enjoys meeting new people and listening to their life story.
Secretly like to think the unthinkable then depressed herself 😀
LOVE TO WATCH MOVIES AND REVIEW THEM (Yes, caps lock is needed)
On her 29th birthday, she got married to a very nice punk rock guy, whom often she called ‘Si Punk Rock’. ❤
A year later, she gave birth to a lovely daughter that later she called ‘Kriby’.
Then 9 years later Kriby got a sister that we called ‘Baby B’.

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